I cant

I can’t keep it
Bottled up inside
Anymore, just want to
Scream
Yell
Cry

I can’t understand
What I feel
Overwhelming
Perception closing
Nowhere to go
Nothing to do

I don’t know
What to do
How to survive
How to live
How not to die

But they say
To never say I can't
So I guess
I should say
The only thing
I can do
Is hurt
And Die